Mental Health
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Animosity in My Heart, A Prayer for Healing
Good morning friends. I wasn’t going to blog today but decided to pop on here and unload my heart. I just had some communication with God during a YouVersion Bible Study that prompted a discussion with God (prayer). In it, God laid it upon my heart that I had some animosity built up within my heart causing angst and anxiety. Things happen in the past and you forgive and let it go and then current events happen. And because we have memories, and we are human, and have feelings, it brings those old feelings, hurt, and anxiety back. Our systems our geared to keep ourselves from harm and hurt and so we naturally have a…
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Birthday Vlog, New Year Mindset, Ignoring the Negativity
Somehow I was able to get this video done this week. You can watch it here. The antibiotics are working I think. Still having some pain but not much. I got the 2nd extension of my antibiotics yesterday. Got us to our nails appointment after work on Wednesday, and a full on grocery run for Mom, and a few things for myself that I thought I could eat at work. Got Mom a drive thru hamburger and although I could only drink liquids, she was over there munching on fries and offering me some. Got her groceries unloaded. Got home by bedtime but it takes an hour to get ready for bed and unwind, talk…
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Blogmas Day 5: Cutie Pie and State of my Morale!
Wow that den tree looks wild. lol 😂 I promise it’s pretty in person! Today I saw a silver lining. I hope it is a sign. It was a little bit of a rough day. Just tired of the same bland foods. Tired of being sick. Tired of people keeping me from closing payroll/making progress. Tired of everything. My morale with this colon issue is just tanking. God whispered in my ear I would be better tomorrow. I hope I heard right. Going to bed early tonight. I had salmon for dinner. I hope that was ok. It’s just so busy this week! One more night at home and then…