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Man in a Cell Phone Tower
Yesterday was easier. Certainly not a tear free day by any means, and neither is today, but the acceptance is setting in. My Maisy’s death has certainly ripped a big hole in my heart with only emptiness to fill the void. Really all I can do is try to stay on task. Work is pretty easy but at home I don’t want to do anything but curl up into a ball and be. This is kinda putting a pinch on my Christmas wrapping and Christmas excitement. I’m just kinda numb right now to life. I didn’t realize how much my Maisy and I were intertwined at the heart. She brought…
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Twilight Zone
I kind of felt like I was in the Twilight Zone yesterday. And yes, I AM often in my own world that only I understand, but yesterday some weirdness happened that made me believe the “Smile you are on Candid Camera” dude would pop around the door any minute. Someone called me and we spoke and hung up and then my phone immediately rang again and I said “Hello” and then the person on the other end said “Hello” and I waited for them to ask me their question or state the reason they were calling and it was an pause and she finally said “can I help you”. If…
