Today as I’ve worked in the house, sipped coffee, fixed breakfast, did some planning, updated the list, paid Mom’s bills, and did my exercising – I’ve noticed a new bright feeling. It’s hard to put a name to it but can best be described as contentment, happiness, and a feeling of “not being so behind” and more of a feeling of accomplishment or getting closer to doing what I’ve intended. Let me describe what I think is causing the feeling: By nature, I’m more of a laid back, introverted, melancholy type always in prep mode for something bad to happen (because sometimes it did) and I’m way too aware and…